Wednesday, December 14, 2005

BROKEN HEART!!

sometimes they hurt you so much
your heart starts to ache
your brain goes numb

it is just a matter of words
a few words....a few comments
delivered so recklessly

an already broken heart
how much more pieces can it break into
could it bleed any more??

all pieces gathered
all parts glued
all blood wiped off

is it the same heart now?
does it still have all those feelings??
emotions from the past?

its a heart with a scar on it
a black long scar
the exterior is healing

the interior is still so soft
the interior still bleeds
the interior still aches

its a strong heart now
its a steel heart now
stainless steel heart

but interior is still
as warm n soft n supple
and full of memories

No its not a stone heart
it has feelings...
all locked up inside the steel exterior

one more grievance
and it will explode
and no one will be able to gather the bits n pieces



Sunday, December 11, 2005

ZOMBIE

high above in the sky
lynching in the cold air
my feet are frozen
and I can see them
all busy in their worlds
I SCREAM!!
they hush me
I CRY!!
they scold me
I PROTEST!!
they ignore me
I am SILENT!!
I say no more
they ACKNOWLEDGE me