..and the shoe missed its target...THE BANDAR!!

Its a free world, and so am I. Free to express my feelings about anything I wish for!!

and this is exactly what happened In Baghdad on Monday 15th December 2008, when a reporter felt like expressing his feelings towards the President of The United states, Mr George W.Bush, by throwing his "size 10 shoes" (as reported by the president himself) at him, one after the other.

When I watched the video, I just could not stop laughing for a good 15 minutes. Those of you who have seen it, will agree how HILARIOUS it was. The president ducks and saves himself....ah...I wish he had not missed the shoes.

I wish that shoe had smacked that monkey face real hard! with all due respect Mr Bush...you DO resemble a Bandar ( BUN-Dh_ERR) :) and there are a million people who will agree to that.

Anyways coming back to the topic, the reporter showed his hatred towards MR Bandar, and who wouldn't want to do that. I am sure we all have only imagined doing this when ever we see his face flashing on the screens, but only this courageous guy, the Iraqi reporter had the balls to pull it off. A big round of applause for him!!!!( he has already been considered not just as a national hero But as a Muslim Hero!! )

One needs to have a lot of "guts" to be able to do something like that. And I am sure it did scare Bush to death when he saw the shoe flying towards him, but he had the nerves to later on pretend that he didn't know why the reporter threw the shoes and said and I quote "It's a way for people to draw attention" oh come on Respected (not to mention insulted by this whole episode) Mr G.W. Bush, THIS was ONE way to show HATRED and CONTEMPT probably a lot of people feel for you, even most of the Americans.

Muntazer al-Zaidi, I salute you man, for actually being this courageous and for not fearing the aftermath of it all, and for screaming " This is a gift from Iraqis, a farewell kiss you dog". I wish I could lend you all my shoes, so that you could throw them one by one, and insult him for all that he has caused.

http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/26184891/vp/28234255#28234255

this was the Iraqi verdict of the Bush's reign, I wonder what Pakistani Verdict would be like.... ??? wicked??? ;)

a farewell KISS you Bandar!!!

am I worthy of being this privileged??

few bearded men sitting in a round depression in a large room....and I am sitting with them.
I don't remember the topic of discussion anymore, but I did remember it this morning.
suddenly I look back , and I see people surrounding someone, everyone is wearing either green or white...
it seems like they are all protecting someone, and then some how I get to know that it is our holy Prophet (P.B.U.H) who is being guarded by bearded men.
I then see a man approaching our holy Prophet(P.B.U.H) and the guards with a gun, and I......jump up with a similar gun in my hand, and dive into the air at the same time pressing the trigger, probably killing the man, attempting to shoot our Holy Prophet (P.B.U.H) NaoozoBillah
and then I woke up.....
this is the second time I got the privilege of seeing our Holy Prophet(P.B.U.H) this year. I just cant explain how happy I am. But I keep thinking, am I worthy of being bestowed upon with SUCH a big thing as this????
Thank you My Lord for such a wonderful dream.
(Prophet P.B.U.H kee ziarat kee khohaish kiss ko nahi ho gee.....)
I guess I am LUCKY!! :)
(but who was that Man trying to shoot?? and why?? )

read the post from the link below

Cling and Clatter: Little boy on the road
a little something that made me think, you ought to have no self respect/self esteem when you ask others for money. This boy, probably needs money to survive but still he chose not to beg for it!!!

one of my PASSIONS!!

every passing day, I learn something new about myself.....
I realized yesterday, that I did not know much about myself up until recently.
Sheffield, has made me come closer to myself.
I came to Sheffield to become a specialist in my field, i-e dentistry. What I did not know was that I would be pursuing a few of my passions here too.
I always enjoyed dancing, but never in my wildest dreams had I ever thought I would be actually learning different dance styles here!!!
Dance is a form of expression that helps a person to discover a whole new world...a profession for some...a passion for me
so far I have learned :
Bollywood style dancing
belly dance (very erotic I must say :P)
Ceilidh(Scottish Country dance)
Salsa and meringue
and these were all taught by professionals....
lets see if I open up a clinic in Islo or a dance society on my return to Pakistan!! ;)

I am Pakistani.

I am not a terrorist.

I don't live in a tent in a desert and camels are not my way of transportation.

I speak Urdu, not Hindi.

Pakistan is NOT pronounced as "PHAKEESTAN" but as "PAAKISSTAAN"

Pakistan is a beautiful country ran by the wrong people.

Allow me to introduce myself: I'M A PAKISTANI and am proud of it

New life...new start

here I am ...returning to my blog after a long long time....
will be writing daily I suppose...
life changes for everyone.....so it has for me.
and the change should always be welcomed!!
I spread my arms today, and welcome my new life.....
*takes a long deep breath*

all-consuming relationship

When in love, how do you preserve your identity and course in life? Here is the number one reason for losing yourself in a relationship: Your belief that love is something you either deserve or not! Your misguided belief leads you to counterproductive efforts to do almost anything to get love and even more to hold onto it:
You modify your identity to gain approval and love from your partner.
You hold back intimacy to protect your vulnerability.
You have a need to manipulate your partner.

If you long for a partner who is wholeheartedly behind you, ask yourself, are you the same partner? Do you give that which you seek in your relationship? Ironically, many lack the qualities they seek in their partners.

Beware of 'mustabation', the belief that you must have a new relationship, a better job and a bigger house before you can be happy. Extremes of thought only set you up for failure. Remember, what you want is what you've not yet got but what you need is all around you! Don't chuck the baby out with the bathwater, work to improve things.

never let the chance of letting someone you love, know, how much they mean to you......

or never let some special moments just pass by when you can actually make good use of them

difficult question!!

If there are two people in front of you...
one your LOVE...
and the other your TRUE companion...
who would you want to spend the rest of your life with?

LOVELY!!!!

In my book of lies I was the editor

And the author

WILD FLOWER------ skylark

She's faced the hardest times,
You could imagine
And many times,
Her eyes fought back the tears
And when her youthful world,
Was about to fall in
Each time her slender shoulders,
Bore the weight of all her fears
And a sorrow no one hears
Still rings in midnight silence
In her ears

Let her cry,
For she's a lady
Let her dream
For she's a child
Let the rain,
Fall down upon her
She's a free and gentle flower
Growing wild

And if by chance,
I should hold her
Let me hold her for a time
But if allowed just one possession
I would pick her from the garden,
To be mine

Be careful how you touch her,
For she'll awaken
And sleep's the only freedom,
That she knows
And when you walk into her eyes,
You won't believe
The way she's always payin
'For a debt she never owes
And a silent wind still blows
That only she can hear
And so, she goes

Let her cry,
For she's a lady
Let her dream,
For she's a child
Let the rain
Fall down upon her
She's a free and gentle flower
Growing wild

Let her cry,
For she's a lady
Let her dream,
For she's a child
Let the rain
Fall down upon her
She's a free and gentle flower
Growing wild

She's a flower
Growing wild

She's free.......

just a thought

when ever I see you, my foot steps become faster....... NOT my heart beat!!!

a little something that still touches my heart

Kyun Bantay Ho

Aashna

Lamha Bhar Ko

Kabhi Kabhi

Jeena Hai Gar

Umr Bhar

Humain BanKar

Ajnabi

Kyun Bantay Ho

Aashna

Lamha Bhar Ko

Kabhi Kabhi

Jeena Hai Gar

Umr Bhar

Humain Ban Kar

Ajnabi

Tanha Rehnay Do

Mujhay Tanha Rehnay Do

Bura Ya Bhala Jee To Raha Hoon

Zinda Rehnay Do

Tanha Rehnay Do

Mujhay Tanha Rehnay Do

Bura Ya Bhala

Jee To Raha Hoon

Zinda Rehnay Do

Kyun Bantay Ho

Aashna

Lamha Bhar Ko

Kabhi Kabhi

Jeena Hai Gar

Umr Bhar

Humain Ban Kar

Ajnabi

Koi Hal Nahin

Ab Koi Hal Nahin

Nazar Main Meri

Humara Tumhara

Koi Kal Nahin

Koi Hal Nahin

Ab Koi Hal Nahin

Nazar Main Meri

Humara Tumhara

Koi Kal Nahin

Kyun Bantay Ho

Aashna

Lamha Bhar Ko

Kabhi Kabhi

Jeena Hai Gar

Umr Bhar

Humain Ban Kar

Ajnabi

Kyun Bantay Ho

Aashna

Lamha Bhar Ko

Kabhi Kabhi

Jeena Hai Gar

Umr Bhar

Humain Ban Kar

Ajnabi

BROKEN HEART!!

sometimes they hurt you so much
your heart starts to ache
your brain goes numb

it is just a matter of words
a few words....a few comments
delivered so recklessly

an already broken heart
how much more pieces can it break into
could it bleed any more??

all pieces gathered
all parts glued
all blood wiped off

is it the same heart now?
does it still have all those feelings??
emotions from the past?

its a heart with a scar on it
a black long scar
the exterior is healing

the interior is still so soft
the interior still bleeds
the interior still aches

its a strong heart now
its a steel heart now
stainless steel heart

but interior is still
as warm n soft n supple
and full of memories

No its not a stone heart
it has feelings...
all locked up inside the steel exterior

one more grievance
and it will explode
and no one will be able to gather the bits n pieces

ZOMBIE

high above in the sky
lynching in the cold air
my feet are frozen
and I can see them
all busy in their worlds
I SCREAM!!
they hush me
I CRY!!
they scold me
I PROTEST!!
they ignore me
I am SILENT!!
I say no more
they ACKNOWLEDGE me

In he and she I find no me, in me no more I find a shade of thee.

Alone in the dark
is how I feel
trapped in the shadow
I cannot breath
the farther I go
the more it haunts
the harder I try
more weaker it gets

Alone in the dark
is how I feel
the faces I see
I cannot perceive
the relations there were
I cannot conceive
the dreams I have
I cannot fulfill

Alone in the dark
is how I feel
the higher I go
the deeper they push
the stable the path gets
more tremors I feel

Alone in the dark
they want me to feel
alone in the world
is what I feel

why AM I so confused???

What is Life??? Its purpose??? What are we doing on earth??? Why are we here on earth???

I have been thinking ALL my life....What is the purpose of my existence on earth??? What am I????Who am I?? Why am I????
If I take Reference from Quran...or concentrate on the teachings of Islam..I might understand the true meaning and Purpose of life......But do u really think I wouldn't have done that already?

A human mind is never satisfied!! and is ALWAYS in search of answers...and even AFTER it gets all the answers!! It doesn not stop there!!! And the quest continues!! The chase continues!!
Human beings (ashraf-ul- makhlookat)have always been in search ...In search of a lot of things...In search of happiness, in search of mysteries and in search of God!!!
do u know where God is????? We KNOW he exists!! exists everywhere!! BUT exactly where????
human mind has lots of gray matter..folds...gyri...sulci.... BUT still its TOO LIMITED!!limited to only the kind of thinking God allows us to have.
YES..it is Allah's will that we cannot think beyond our knowledge,beyond our imagination. TIME , SPACE....Are only relative entities...What is TIME?? Do you know?? Do I know?? Just a relative term or period, created by Allah to explain and relate certain things to us. There are no time limits where Allah Almighty lives...Where heaven and hell are sited.
BUT where does Allah Almighty live?? Why cant we see him?? What does he do all day?? Are there days over there too?? over where?? What's this all about??
Again the same question...why are we here on earth?? Where is earth?? Near Allah?? Near heaven??
What does our existence mean? why were we created?? If the entire universe was created only and only for Prophet Mohammad (P.B.U.H) then why were WE created??
WHY??
If there is destiny..If the good and the bad souls were pre determined..then why were they sent on earth?? When nothing I do can change my destiny..then why do I have to do anything in the first place??
The" what", "why","when", drives me crazy...and all my life these questions have popped up in my mind one way or another. Why do I keep struggling to seek answers. Why can't I just stop thinking? I CAN'T coz Allah Almighty has made me like that, has given me a brain to USE n not waste...BUT ....WHY???
why can't I be like the millions of girls that I know...with no worries...the girls for whom "why", "what", "when" does not mean anything and it does not interfere with their lives...all they worry about is the next day...what they would wear...what they would say... they do not want to think where they will be ten years from now...their only worry is their boy friends...their most important relationship...no other relationship matters to them..and their world revolves around them...I wish I could think like them..I really really do!!
I still don't know what my existence means..and what I am doing?? why was I created?? to fill the gaps?? spaces??
YES I accept I have reached a certain milestone in my life...and for the past many years THIS is all I wanted...BUT now...I am not even sure if that's what I actually wanted...I am confused twice over!!.. What do I want now?? Will I die unnoticed like millions of people around me?? Was I sent on earth just to be a part of a BORING play?? Was there no special REASON for my creation??
Why after achieving all this, that I once thought would be enough for me,I still think I am standing no where?? why do I feel there is A LOT I still have to do..NEED to do??
Maybe coz the real battle..the real play has just not begun yet!!
God....I really am confused!!