darya kee talash main gum hoon

aik aisay darya kee talash main gum hoon, jo samandar main na giray....buss behta jayay..behta jayay... aur aik nao ho, jo uss main behti jayay...behti jayay.. kabhi na rukay
na uss naoo kee koi manzil ho aur na hee darya uss ko kissi manzil pohncha sakay....

H a p P y

ME!

I have to live with myself, and so
I want to be fit for myself to know.
I want to be able, as days go by,
Always to look myself straight in the eye.
I don't want to stand with the setting sun,
And hate myself for things I have done.

I don't want to keep on a closet shelf
A lot of secrets about myself,
And fool myself, as I come and go,
Into thinking that nobody else will know
The kind of a man I really am;
I don't want to dress up myself in shame.

I want to go out with my head erect,
I want to deserve all people respect;
But here in the struggle for fame and pelf
I want to be able to like myself
I don't want to look at myself and know
That I'm bluster and bluff, an empty show.

I can never hide myself from me;
I see what others may never see.
I know what others may never know,
I never can fool myself, and so,
Whatever happens, I want to be
Self-respecting and conscience free.

Restorative dentist!

Reached yet another milestone. I just can not thank my Allah enough for all the blessings he has bestowed upon me.
I remember one year ago how I was feeling. I never knew this year would pass so quickly.
All the difficulties that I had to encounter were not faced with a positive attitude, but, this one year did teach me how to keep a positive attitude towards life.
Also had the opportunity to test and practice my patience. Made some really good life long friends.
learned a lot of lessons, some through the hard way, and some through the easy way.
In short, the roller coaster ride, worth every minute! :)

Mana Lena

Wo Tera Roothna Mujse
Mera Tujhko Mana Lena
Mohabbat Ki Nishani Hai
Galay Mujhko Laga Lena
Mohabbat Jis Se Hoti Hai
Usi Pe Maan Hota Hai
Kabhi Mein Rooth Jaoon
Mujhe Tum Bhi Mana Lena
Ana Se Door He Rehna K
Yea Sab Kuch Mita Degi
Ana K Khol Se Khud Ko
Har Surat Bacha Lena
Mohabbat K Samandar Mein
Kabhi Tofaan Bhi Uthtay Hain
Tofaan Mein Hameesha
Mujhe Kashti Bana Lena
Agar Doob Gaye Hum Dono
To Aik He Sath Doobein Gey
Mera Tumse Yea Wada Hai
Magar Tum Bhi Nibha Lena

arrogance and ego, virtues of Satan!!

I came across a lot of arrogant people, with ego the size of a mountain. Such people are so called rule-breakers, and they love themselves as they think, they are different from the world.
well, I think, these are the exact qualities that "Satan/Shaitan" possessed.... he was arrogant, had a huge ego and broke the rule....
he is paying for being like this and will pay a handsome amount when he burns in hell on 'judgment day'!!
All those who are following his foot steps.. please!! get a hold of yourself, its never too late!

the whole world under one roof without a world war!

one American, one Britisher, One Greek, two Chinese, and one pakistani.......
no this is not another one of those jokes with several dumb people from different countries making blunders to compete in stupidity!!
This is my flat, Brightmore house, which had all these nationalities under one roof.
there were no world wars!! but a few occasional arguments, solely addressing cleanliness.
three of the nationalities managed to become the closest of friends... which of coarse includes mine.
any guesses???
Chinese are not just my type of people, so that leaves behind four!!!!
now I don't have to spill the beans....
but the three of us were happy to have each other as flat mates!!!
everyone else had to leave and now only me and Vassiliki are here!!! alone in the huge flat!!
and when Vaz is not around... I hear strange sounds coming from the lounge!! :/
the haunted brightmore house??? :P

another milestone?

just another few months and I will be getting a post graduate degree (InshAllah)... a degree I really worked hard for.

I always wanted to pursue a masters degree, but now I want to pursue a doctorate.....

I don't think I have the stamina for that!!! the clinical masters and the stress that came with it, was enough for this life time!!!

but if at all I DO, end up perusing a phD, God help me!

I wont be "me" anymore..... I miss myself already!!!!