Wednesday, October 28, 2009
darya kee talash main gum hoon
na uss naoo kee koi manzil ho aur na hee darya uss ko kissi manzil pohncha sakay....
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009
ME!
I want to be fit for myself to know.
I want to be able, as days go by,
Always to look myself straight in the eye.
I don't want to stand with the setting sun,
And hate myself for things I have done.
I don't want to keep on a closet shelf
A lot of secrets about myself,
And fool myself, as I come and go,
Into thinking that nobody else will know
The kind of a man I really am;
I don't want to dress up myself in shame.
I want to go out with my head erect,
I want to deserve all people respect;
But here in the struggle for fame and pelf
I want to be able to like myself
I don't want to look at myself and know
That I'm bluster and bluff, an empty show.
I can never hide myself from me;
I see what others may never see.
I know what others may never know,
I never can fool myself, and so,
Whatever happens, I want to be
Self-respecting and conscience free.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Restorative dentist!
I remember one year ago how I was feeling. I never knew this year would pass so quickly.
All the difficulties that I had to encounter were not faced with a positive attitude, but, this one year did teach me how to keep a positive attitude towards life.
Also had the opportunity to test and practice my patience. Made some really good life long friends.
learned a lot of lessons, some through the hard way, and some through the easy way.
In short, the roller coaster ride, worth every minute! :)
Thursday, August 06, 2009
arrogance and ego, virtues of Satan!!
well, I think, these are the exact qualities that "Satan/Shaitan" possessed.... he was arrogant, had a huge ego and broke the rule....
he is paying for being like this and will pay a handsome amount when he burns in hell on 'judgment day'!!
All those who are following his foot steps.. please!! get a hold of yourself, its never too late!
Monday, July 27, 2009
the whole world under one roof without a world war!
no this is not another one of those jokes with several dumb people from different countries making blunders to compete in stupidity!!
This is my flat, Brightmore house, which had all these nationalities under one roof.
there were no world wars!! but a few occasional arguments, solely addressing cleanliness.
three of the nationalities managed to become the closest of friends... which of coarse includes mine.
any guesses???
Chinese are not just my type of people, so that leaves behind four!!!!
now I don't have to spill the beans....
but the three of us were happy to have each other as flat mates!!!
everyone else had to leave and now only me and Vassiliki are here!!! alone in the huge flat!!
and when Vaz is not around... I hear strange sounds coming from the lounge!! :/
the haunted brightmore house??? :P
another milestone?
I always wanted to pursue a masters degree, but now I want to pursue a doctorate.....
I don't think I have the stamina for that!!! the clinical masters and the stress that came with it, was enough for this life time!!!
but if at all I DO, end up perusing a phD, God help me!
I wont be "me" anymore..... I miss myself already!!!!
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
lil angel
I wish the lil angel all the happiness in the world.
wish I could be there with my family today, with my mother, my borther to share this big day!! I am stuck in a land, which has only "struggle" as the rule to survive!
soon this chapter of struggle will be closed and a new chapter will stare back at me with the 'forewords', too scary for me to handle!!!
Sunday, July 12, 2009
kia naam doon
Dor koi bhi ho, baiton kay liaya maon kay khaab aik jaisay hee hotay hain
Un khabon kee zari main, kaheen tu doaun kee girhain lagnay lagti hain
aur kaheen umeed kee sheereni banti jaati hai
Laikin aksar surmay kee kaali lakeeron kay raastay saaray khaab beh jaatay hain
Kiyon kay tareekh ko shayad aik hee rang pasand tha…. laal rang
Wo….
Is do harfi kee bohat see shaklain hain
Wo ..jisay hum umer bhar chahtay hain
Wo…jissi hum kabhi nahi chahtay
Wo... jo hamaray saath rehta hai..
Wo… jo kabhi nahi milta..
Wo..jiss say hum naraz rehtay hain
Aur Wo.. jo apni marzi rakhta hai
Intezaarr
Bachpan main khilono ka intezar
Duaaon kay baad baarish ka intezar
Intezaar!!!!!
Chaltay chaltay koi naam dhoondta rehta hai
Gali kay moar pay tasweerain banata rehta hai
Kundiyon main atka rehta hai
Intezaar khatam ho jaata tu aankhain raaston say uth kay khud ko band na ker laiteen?
Intezaar kerna zaroori hai
Laikin intezaar ka thaiher jaana tu zaroori nahi
Hamaray pairon say bandhay raastay na ginti kay hain na gin’nay kay
Zindagee zaroorat kee unglii pakray dorti chali jaati hai
Koi awaz, koi sakoon, koi wada iss say rok nahi sakta
Khaahishon ka shoar, awaaz ko goongha ker daita hai
Aur zaroorat kee umar barhti rehti hai
Zindagee…zindagee bhala kahan rukti hai
Aik din mujhay raastay main aik shaks mila
Us nay haaton main do aik jaisay chehray utha rakhay thay
Poocha.. in do chehron ka kiya matlab
Bola.. aik main khud hoon, doosra ..duniya
Poocha..in main say tum kon ho
Bola..ab yaad nahi raha
Phir Poocha… iss ka fiada??
Bola..mujhay nuksaan say fiada uthanay kee aadat ho chuki hai
Kaheen door aik takhtii pay likhay hoyay kuch lafz muskura diaya
Aur hum dono nay apnay apnay chehray utha liyay
Saturday, May 30, 2009
The woman in your life...very well expressed...
Tomorrow you may get a working woman, but you should marry her with these facts as well.
Here is a girl, who is as much educated as you are;
Who is earning almost as much as you do;
One, who has dreams and aspirations just as you have because she is as human as you are;
One, who has never entered the kitchen in her life just like you or your Sister haven't, as she was busy in studies and competing in a system that gives no special concession to girls for their culinary achievements
One, who has lived and loved her parents & brothers & sisters, almost as much as you do for 20-25 years of her life;
One, who has bravely agreed to leave behind all that, her home, people who love her, to adopt your home, your family, your ways and even your family, name...
One, who is somehow expected to be a master-chef from day #1, while you sleep oblivious to her predicament in her new circumstances,
environment and that kitchen
One, who is expected to make the tea, first thing in the morning and cook food at the end of the day, even if she is as tired as yo u are, maybe more, and yet never ever expected to complain; to be a servant, a cook, a mother, a wife, even if she doesn't want to; and is learning just like you are as to what you want from her; and is clumsy and sloppy at times and knows that you won't like it if she is too demanding, or if she learns faster than you;
One, who has her own set of friends, and that includes boys and even men at her workplace too, those, who she knows from school days and yet is willing to put all that on the back-burners to avoid your irrational jealousy, unnecessary competition and your inherent
insecurities;
Yes, she can drink and dance just as well as you can, but won't, simply Because you won't like it, even though you say otherwise
One, who can be late from work once in a while when deadlines, just like yours, are to be met;
One, who is doing her level best and wants to make this most important, relationship in her entire life a grand success, if you just help her some and trust her;
One, who just wants one thing from you, as you are the only one she knows in your entire house - your unstinted support, your
sensitivities and most importantly - your understanding, or love, if you may call it.
But not many guys understand this......
Please appreciate "HER"
Respect Her………..Understand her.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
yeah maira dewana pan hai.... ya mohabat ka saroor
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1oQYnwoJq0
Sunday, May 17, 2009
forgive or not to forgive!
Monday, May 04, 2009
Trip to Alton Towers 2nd May 2009
I was lured into every ride, with the incentive, that this would be the best ride ever and that I should not miss it at any cost. And like a small child, who is, hastily finishing up a task, for the promised box of sweets, I kept on going from one ride to the other, anticipating more thrill and less fear.
But the reverse happened, with every ride, the thrill diminished and the fear became two folds, up until the last ride, the Oblivion. I was oblivious to what will happen in Oblivion………. I was taken up in the sky some 200 meters and then dropped straight down, from the open air, into a closed tunnel right before I thought I would hit the ground. It was a dark tunnel, cold and scary, but the feeling only lasted a few seconds, and the roller coaster brought me back up, high above the ground. I went through the exact same feelings of fear and helplessness I felt on 15th September 2008 when I fell into a similar tunnel. But this time, I came out of the tunnel, happy and alive. I even wanted to ride Oblivion once more, and then I realized, I have become much stronger, fearless.
Life is a roller coaster ride, and I am ready for it now, no matter how high it takes me, or how deep it throws me, how fast it goes or how fearful it gets… I will come out happy and fearless!!!
Nobility by Alice Cary (1820-1871)
True worth is in being, not seeming,
In doing, each day that goes by,
Some little good--not in dreaming
Of great things to do by and by.
For whatever men say in their blindness,
And spite of the fancies of youth,
There's nothing so kingly as kindness,
And nothing so royal as truth.